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My alarm was set for 6am on Monday, 1st<\/sup>\u00a0May, 2015 \u2013 my Viva day; but I was wide awake by 5am. The sun was shining so I took my dogs for a long walk while I contemplated the day ahead.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

My Viva team was meeting at 10am and I was to be ready to start at 11am so I had plenty time to get ready and have breakfast (even if all I could manage was a couple of bites of a piece of toast). Alana, my teenage daughter drove me to the University because I knew whichever way the day went, alcohol would be needed afterwards. I arrived about 8:30am, which in hindsight was silly. I was having coffee with one of my supervisors at 10am, but until then I swear the clock was going backwards. Coffee with my supervisor was nice and she kept me relaxed.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

The chair of my Viva came to get me at 11am. I know some supervisors sit in on the Viva, but we decided this would only add to the pressure. I took a copy of my thesis in with me, which had post-it notes at various points in each chapter. As it happened, I only opened it a couple of times when my examiners alluded to something I had written.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

We did have a meeting room booked but the coffee machine was broken so it was held in the Dean\u2019s office, which was nice. I actually felt ok at this point, and it was lovely seeing my internal and external examiners. This was the first time I had seen my external examiners face-to-face and they both met me with a friendly smile and a firm handshake. I do like a firm handshake. However, when I sat down, nerves hit me hard and I could actually feel my whole body shaking. I also remember looking at the jug of water on the table thinking I would spill that everywhere if I tried to pour myself a glass because my hands were shaking so much. This was obviously quite clear to everyone as they told me to take deep breaths and try to relax. They congratulated me for completing my study and told me they had very much enjoyed reading my thesis. Well at least that\u2019s what I think they said, so I\u2019m just going to go with that.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

The chair\u00a0went over how the Viva would proceed while I tried to breathe. Just before everything started, I remember thinking back to the conversation I had with my supervisor. She said that this was not going to be an interrogation and that I should look upon it as an opportunity to discuss and showcase my research with people who had spent a lot of time reading it. I tried, but nope\u2026\u00a0I was still petrified.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

I knew the first question was likely to be a gentle one, which it was. I was asked how my research came about. I\u2019m pretty sure I waffled on a bit and I remember saying to myself in my head “<\/em>for goodness sake Emma, shut up, they asked you a straightforward question. They don\u2019t want your life story.”<\/i><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

While preparing for my Viva, as I wrote in a\u00a0previous blog<\/a>, I tried to predict as much as I could what my examiners would want to talk about. However, I also noted that unexpected or unanticipated questions would arise. This was true. What I would add to that is that sometimes it\u2019s not about questions being unexpected, rather it\u2019s the way they are asked. On one particular occasion, the way in which a question was asked floored me a little (when it was only about how I had analysed a specific data set). Because of this, I didn\u2019t respond as articulately as I wish I had done. This I know is going to bother me for a while.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Quite a bit of time was spent on my literature reviews and underpinning theoretical frameworks. I had four literature reviews, which took a long time so I expected to be asked about them. Another topic that took up a big chunk of time was my methodological approach and philosophical underpinning. At one time, one of my examiners said he didn\u2019t agree with me, which stopped me in my tracks a little. However, I was confident with the decisions I had made (and didn\u2019t make) and I\u2019m pretty sure I was able to explain why. I hadn\u2019t anticipated that my examiners would say something like that, but the conversation wasn\u2019t threatening or destructive in the slightest. Rather I was given time to think about it and encouraged to expand further. I am very thankful for that. The final main conversation was around my discussion chapter and implications, which I absolutely expected. For the most part\u00a0this was fine, but also very challenging in parts.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

I remember looking at the clock and realising that an hour and a half had passed and the chair saying something about rounding off. I think at that point, my shoulders dropped at least a couple of inches\u2026 although not for long. Something needed re-addressing so we returned back to my discussion chapter. Although at the time\u00a0I wanted to run away, I\u2019m really glad we spent a little more time on it as it made doing my corrections more straightforward. The viva ended with a question about the best and worst bits and then about something I had written in my personal reflection at the end of my thesis. I had said that after having conducted this study, I would have done things differently in my days as an infection prevention and control practitioner. What was this? Quite simply, I would have listened more.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

I was eventually asked to leave the room while they deliberate (I\u2019ve never been so pleased to be told to leave somewhere before). At that point, I honestly didn\u2019t even know if my legs would get me up and out safely. However, they did. But as soon as I left the room and shut it behind me I burst into tears. I just became so overwhelmed and couldn\u2019t control it. By now, a few people were outside so I went to my supervisor\u2019s room for a coffee and to get some tissues. The chair came and gave me reassurance that I had defended my work very well and that she would come and get me later. Once I had calmed down, I can honestly say that I had absolutely no idea as to how it went and what the outcome would be. None whatsoever. I was about to find out much quicker than I expected. After about 20 minutes I was called back in. This really unnerved me as I immediately thought that after such a short period of time, it was bad news. As soon as I walked through the door, before anyone said a word, I burst into tears again \u2013 they weren\u2019t even silent tears. I feel so embarrassed even writing this. I remember looking at everyone just staring at this crazy person crying her eyes out. Then eventually came three words tucked up in a sentence that I have dreamt about for so long: Congratulations. Minor. Corrections. Guess what? Yep, more tears!<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

After a period of calming down and emptying the tissue box, I listened to their feedback that I defended my work very well and what corrections they wanted me to do. I completely agreed with them on each point and knew that they were not going to be too painful to do. There were no firm handshakes to end my Viva, rather it was lovely hugs all round.\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

The hours that followed were all a bit of a blur. Telephone calls to my family and my other supervisor who was working away at that time. I felt so proud to be able to give him the news. Jo then took me to the pub and bought me a much needed large glass of red wine. Then Alana picked me up and took me straight to another pub (selfie below), where we stayed for quite some time, followed by a meal out with the rest of my family. That night was the first time I had slept all night for a long time.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

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What I have done below is summarised the key things that dominated my Viva discussions<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n