{"id":2481,"date":"2019-05-03T13:25:05","date_gmt":"2019-05-03T13:25:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.editage.com\/insights\/the-most-grueling-semester-of-my-life\/"},"modified":"2025-01-15T06:35:24","modified_gmt":"2025-01-15T06:35:24","slug":"the-most-grueling-semester-of-my-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.editage.com\/insights\/the-most-grueling-semester-of-my-life","title":{"rendered":"The most grueling semester of my\u00a0life"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"margin:0cm 0cm 10pt\"><span style=\"font-size:11pt\"><span style=\"line-height:115%\"><span style=\"font-family:Calibri,sans-serif\">Don\u2019t worry, this post isn\u2019t a complaint. I had the hardest semester of my life but I got something great out of it.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin:0cm 0cm 10pt\"><span style=\"font-size:11pt\"><span style=\"line-height:115%\"><span style=\"font-family:Calibri,sans-serif\">I started a new job this fall \u2013 one of my top-choice careers, at one of my top-choice institutions! I am teaching undergraduate neuroscience students at a large university in a place I love, near family. But of course it couldn\u2019t be that simple. Because of family-related issues, I couldn\u2019t move there and get started full-time right away. So all fall, I\u2019ve been commuting between two different states to work part of the week at my new job and part of the week at my old postdoc research position. As you can imagine, it\u2019s been terrible to commute, and especially difficult to be away from my family, even part-time. Add to that health issues, deaths of family and friends, and more, and it\u2019s been a nightmare overall, and a struggle to get through each day and week.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin:0cm 0cm 10pt\"><span style=\"font-size:11pt\"><span style=\"line-height:115%\"><span style=\"font-family:Calibri,sans-serif\">Despite all that, I found that I loved my new job and was excited about it throughout the semester, regardless of what else was going on. I looked forward to planning how to teach each lesson\/topic, talking with students, and evaluating their performance. I love virtually every aspect of it! This was a stark contrast to my old job. Even though I couldn\u2019t wait to return home to my family, I dreaded going back to my job in the lab. I did not want to do lab work, did not want to write or research, and, to my surprise, did not even look forward to helping my students with their research projects.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin:0cm 0cm 10pt\"><span style=\"font-size:11pt\"><span style=\"line-height:115%\"><span style=\"font-family:Calibri,sans-serif\">Realizing these thoughts and feelings about my work made me so happy that I could be confident about my choice in career paths. Up until I accepted this teaching position, I had been thinking that I would be equally happy doing that or teaching and running a small lab with undergraduate students at a small liberal arts college, where I could focus on the students more than cutting-edge research. Now I realize that, that would have been a mistake and I just can\u2019t be excited (or do a good job) for research-related activities, outside of teaching students about research on an intellectual level.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin:0cm 0cm 10pt\"><span style=\"font-size:11pt\"><span style=\"line-height:115%\"><span style=\"font-family:Calibri,sans-serif\">So here I am on the home stretch of the hardest semester of my life (so far\u2026), fully excited about my move to full-time lecturer, and for a fresh start for the new calendar year! It feels so good to be confident about my career choice and path forward.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><i>This story was published on November 30, 2017, on the blog, &#8216;<\/i><a href=\"https:\/\/portraitofthescientist.wordpress.com\/\" style=\"color:blue; text-decoration:underline\"><i>A Portrait of the Scientist as a Young Woman<\/i><\/a><i>&#8216; (available\u00a0<\/i><a href=\"https:\/\/portraitofthescientist.wordpress.com\/2017\/11\/30\/the-hardest-semester-of-my-life\/\" style=\"color:blue; text-decoration:underline\"><i>here<\/i><\/a><i>)\u00a0and has been republished here with permission.<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Don\u2019t worry, this post isn\u2019t a complaint. I had the hardest semester of my life but I got something great out of it. I started a new job this fall \u2013 one of my top-choice careers, at one of my top-choice institutions! 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