Lorie Owens

Adjunct Instructor of English, Ohio University, Zanesville

PhDiva (@dissertating) on Twitter, Adjunct Instructor of English, Ohio University, Zanesville

Are you getting your writing done, Nana

My own road to PhD proved circuitous, rocky, and unpredictable. At many times, I felt utterly alone. I set my desktop background to a photo of my then 3-month old granddaughter captioned, “Are you getting your writing done, Nana?” I wanted to ensure that my personal universe shouted out to me “You CAN do this” each and every day.

I failed my dissertation defense. But I am not a failure.

No one prepared me for the worst possible outcome of a dissertation defense: Failure. Yet, after waiting outside in the hallway for over 90 minutes, I was certain of it. My advisor summoned me back into the room with a wave of the arm as he shook his head and glibly said, “You’re going to have to do it again.”