Melissa Gatter

PhD candidate, University of Cambridge

PhD candidate in Middle Eastern Studies at the University of Cambridge

I did my fieldwork in a refugee camp

I will not sugar coat it: I work in a refugee camp designed to be an open-air prison in the middle of a desert. This means working long hours and witnessing people treated in a way that shouldn’t be allowed after fleeing from horrors that shouldn’t exist.

Post-fieldwork struggles: Taking it one page at a time

The past few months have been, well, predictable and unexciting. Transitioning from fieldwork — and a nine-to-five job — was, and still is, draining. Post-fieldwork struggles are rarely discussed in the academe, and yet, from conversations with others who have returned from fieldwork, I realize it is common. And I just want to speak openly about it.

Have I really been here for an entire year?

Today marks one year since I touched down on Jordanian soil to begin PhD fieldwork. And it also happens to be my 25th birthday. And guess what? Both of these markers terrify me!

Academic blessing: I graduated in lingua mortua

Seven months after finishing my MPhil, I finally attended my graduation ceremony at Cambridge. I had heard it would be weird, involving a lot of Latin and an invasion of personal space. All of this much was true. But it was also actually really cool!